to let go, may be it is time to let go of hope, to let go of love, to let go of dreams, what point is there to hope, to love, to wish, that which was not meant for me , i cannot have that, thats the truth of life, i feel sad, not resentfull, somehings are never meant to happen, some dreams have no meaning, love i dont know what it is, for today i love you, i care for you, may be i always will, but you wouldn't, i cannot make you to, i do not know why love came to my life, why ??? may be someone else will love me, knowing that i do not love her, maybe we will make love, make home, may be it will always be a one night stand, i wanted to believe differently, i wanted to make god feel my love, i thought faith is all, ,,