i am going to hurt her too, leave her alone, i am helpless, bond hand and feet, i feel helpless, a victim of destiny, fuck you all, don't you see me cry today, don't you see me hurt? i don't want to be the family scapegoat, giving up my love for all of you fucking people, first you crippled me, then you say oh we are taking care of you, so listen to us, you fucking people take my love away, for your fucking ideals, and god i don't know whose side you take, fuck you all, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you...i am sorry my love, i am so sorry, i forget that i am not allowed to love, to hope, to be happy, i brought you into my bleak prison bar, you little angel with rainbow in your heels, coloured up my grim grey world, i sapped all your spirit, even that couldn't brighten my filthy life, i am so sorry my little angel, i know that was why you can no longer fly, like a hungry vampire i sucked all your blood, leaving you pale and lifeless, sweet one you love me so much that you never even winced, people say how good i am that i love you so much, they never know what a merciless parasite i am, they never see how selflessly you love me, , ,